A Song For You

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

Dear Sister,

Yesterday, You told me about the stages in ukhuwwah,

It was the very first thing i learned when i joined this circle called 'happy family' 

back in 2006.

Thank you for reminding me about the forgotten tale,

That a sahabah is someone who will not only  stay by your side,

when needed..

But also a someone,

who constantly reminding you when you forget things you shouldn't,

A person who can sings back the song to you,

when you have forgotten the lyrics,

Someone who will shed tears for you,

Not because of pity..

but because she could also feel the pain and heavy feelings you have inside,

even when you haven't told her yet..

Who will be in deep sorrow,

 when your path sometimes goes astray,

But all in all,

a true friend, is someone who never fails to remember  you,

in everything she do,

in every prayer she recites,

in every moment she lives,

you're there inside her heart..

even with countless sacrifices she made,

she'll never remind you back,

because for her,

your happiness and lite up face,

has given her the indescribable happiness..

in life..

thank you for the unconditional love, that only family could've give..

So i sing this song as a memory
Close your eyes listen to this
Sing along, can you remember me? oh yea
This was for you a long time back
And its still for you, today i stand
where the stars shine for you

And everything that went away
Let them all go away
cause i am here for you today

Close your eyes
Listen to me
Listen to the song that i wrote for you
You know its true
That i am here for you
All i want is for you to be here with me

So i sing this song for you and me
Close your eyes listen to this
Sing along, now can you see? oh yea 


This was for you all my life
And its still for you, today i stand
where i sing for you


ps: this one is also for every person who holds special place in my heart..a promise not to be forgotten..

untitled III

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

I am in the state of trying to rationalize myself and find good reasons of why sometimes people act the way that we find it really hard to understand.

It is like you're trying to complete a puzzle without having to see the whole picture! Agreed that the best solution is transparency and direct communication. But to initiate that in the first place requires strong guts. And I am not the hard-headed person (unless being provoked). This is where the real problem lies. I guess.

mane pergi perangai keras kepala, degil dan kuat melawan dulu tu ye? i need them back badly! sheesh~

Happiness part II

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

the farewell.

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

im sorry.

for being ruthless and rude.

but i can't help it coz i've been holding it inside for so long.

for that, i couldn't manage to minimize the outburst.

sorry...

for everything.

and yes,

thank you...

for every single thing u did.

perhaps, the friendship just couldn't manage to last long..

but i really enjoyed every single moment when i was with u.

truly from the heart.

feels like, u're the gift from heaven.

God bless...

ps: if one day, He decides to let us meet again..hopefully we can smile and wave at each other like before coz now im starting to miss 'us' and the moment we had before...