the unspoken tale

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

Alhamdulillah. The answers finally known. Whether they're really true or not, only God knows. But whatever it is, I regard that as honest answers.

Thank you for finally revealed it to me. Thank you for finally telling all those unspoken tale. That even though it won't change anything every now and then, but it clarifies everything that I have in mind all these while.

At least, I know I was sane during that moment. Pretty sure that I was okay too.

I know it was hard to forget. Especially when you've spend so much time knitting the future together. But I do believe that everything happens for a reason. And for whatever reason, I am pretty sure it was the best. For us, both.

He promised us something better if we're patient enough. At least I could still laugh and smile when I chatted with my-used-to-be-significant other. I guess I am okay with it now. Wholly. Truthfully.

No more regrets. 

Again, alhadulillah.

from me to You

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

Will get back to you soon..too many stories to tell, too little time to write them all.. only one word that could best describe my feeling...and that is BLISSFUL and BLESSED.

Alhamdulillah..

life isn't perfect for me either. but still, i see the perfection in whole picture. one of my bestfriend said; the 360 view.

"Dan nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?..."

untitled III

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

I am in the state of trying to rationalize myself and find good reasons of why sometimes people act the way that we find it really hard to understand.

It is like you're trying to complete a puzzle without having to see the whole picture! Agreed that the best solution is transparency and direct communication. But to initiate that in the first place requires strong guts. And I am not the hard-headed person (unless being provoked). This is where the real problem lies. I guess.

mane pergi perangai keras kepala, degil dan kuat melawan dulu tu ye? i need them back badly! sheesh~