brick walls are there for a reason..

recently, i have gone through a roller coaster weekly life like i have mentioned in the earlier post..

well, nothing much differ here this week..and it got me stuck with these temperamental attitude for a while..

i thought life would be much easier if i can manage my own tasks well. it ended up that i have people that i need to cater or my leadership skill will be rated as terribly bad. that is the last thing i want after the yo-yo quality result.

the past few days, i have started to read this book title 'the last lecture'. it was written by a professor named Randy Pausch from Carnegie Mellon.

this book like the other book titled 'the simple truth' by Ken Nerburn which i read few months ago had taught me lessons in which i miserably failed to understand due to my lack of common sense and ignorant attitude when i faced events in my life..

unlike 'simple truth' that led me to see life on the other perspective..merely more on the spiritual side, the last lecture simply taught me the 360 view..which my brother has fought hard to instill in me until he finally gave up recently..

on one chapter, i found his phrase were quite interesting.. " brick walls are there for a reason. they give us chance to show how badly we want something..'

the moment i came across this phrase, it remind me how easy i was before this giving up whenever i found myself stuck in middle of life journey and always re-routing my direction because i thought there was no way out. the fact is: it is merely a self escapism because i cant handle pressure. i mean too much pressure. and i cant take the consequences if my plan fails miserably..

i guess i need to finish up this book real fast before i can come to a conclusion on what to really matters to me in life and how to navigate myself towards achieving things that i want the most in life..

nevertheless, i wont settle for second best. that is for sure..

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